I feel like kids in my generation and every generation after mine have a huge need to kind of be in a relationship ASAP and I’ve never really understood it. Ya I get that everyone has this urge to not be alone but don’t they understand that it isn’t as special as those who actually wait and have the least amount of relationships? I could just be a Romanticist since I’ve always believed that one day my prince in shining armor will come and sweep me off my feet but is that SO bad? Is it bad that I have such high expectations? And no, just because I have such high expectations does not mean that I always follow them. there have been multiple times that I’ll fall for someone who doesn’t fit my list at all, and just because you have fallen in an infatuation with someone does not mean you have to act on it 24/7 especially if it might ruin the relationship afterwords. Let me give you two examples. The first example is one of which i did not expect to fall in love with. Yes, I say love because he honestly is someone to this day I am in love with but fully know that nothing will ever come of it, all that matters to me is his own happiness (as cheesy as it is XD). I’m not gonna say his name for his sake so I am going to call him Kit. now, Kit was someone that I wouldn’t say fit my list of expectations, in fact he doesn’t fit at all. There is so many things that I know is wrong about me liking me but i couldn’t help myself, he really made me feel special. Ya he was really geeky and slightly perverted but whenever i was down in the dumps he made me feel so much better. falling in love with him is something i will never regret. now on to the second example, and henceforth this guys name is flight. flight is someone who I have had feelings for since sophomore year. when I met him i was completely infatuated but I could never bring myself to actually go and ask him out cuz i really don’t want to ruin our friendship or make things awkward….. and the fact that I don’t have the kind of backbone like every other guy to actually go and ask him out. I honestly believe that if someone actually likes me enough he’ll come and ask me showing that he actually does have some feelings for me. sure that might not be the conventional thing to do and it may not be what everyone else does but screw that, i want something pure, plain, and true. and if thats so hard to ask then i really don’t know anything about love.
Hey My name is Ka'ihe and I'm an 18 year old high school student. Well, what do you need to know about me? I'm an openly gay male and very proud of who I am ^^. I'm really into Performing and Visual Arts and I LOVE poetry. I hope to one day become a worldwide fashion designer and writer. if you have any more questions about me just ask kay?
SENIOR YEAR!
so it is now the time to act, its also the last and final year to act. senior year…… probably one of the most scariest yet most gratifying years of my life. am i scared well duh of course! but the rewards and memories will last my lifetime. so much to do and so little time to do them! i honestly cant believe that it has started and im officially a senior O.O it seems like i was a little kid just a couple of days ago XD i kinda wish that i didnt have so many regrets but at the same time i am so happy with everything i have done to get here and would do it all over again if i could. thanks to ags i plan to be myself completely and let go that scared little boy who is always afraid to let anyone in. im going to open up and im going to get hurt but im also going to grow a lot because of it. i am me and i became me through my experiences and i am proud of who i am :3 but thats besides the point. i am going to do my best to get into my first choice colleges and if i cant then its okay, at least i gave it 100%. im gonna do good in my classes but the main thing that i want to accomplish this next year is getting into ToC (tournament of champions) and show that i am the best. good luck all the seniors from the graduating class of 2012! we can do it!!!
I love this song, the lyrics tell EXACTLY how I feel around that certain someone. miss Hawai’i so much!!
Whats the best way to tell someone you like them?
Would a letter be better or doing it face to face? idk but really shy >///<
I refuse to be that one kid
the one that lets his significant other rule their life
the one that allows himself to loose himself to fit in
the one that pretends to be someones friend to their face and then backstab them
the one that sits there when i friend is hurt
the one that chooses to let people control his everything
to allow himself to fall from his path
the one that lets everyone down
i refuse to be that kid
so i had an epiphany the other day.
why look for “prince charming” when you can be a whore? you can fool around with any guy without getting in trouble, your not in a relationship, and u really dont have to worry to much about the future…. lol jkjk i mean it sounds like a good idea but its pretty sad XD
i love the energy they put into the song plus how different it is compared to a lot of other kpop songs. i mean, how many of them would think to add a reggae feeling in their music?
It’s time to take down my barriers between other people
it’s time for me to not care anymore about what people think.
it’s time to become a REAL person now.
it’s time for me to be 100% natural instead of 95%.
it’s time for me to speak out for myself.
it’s time for me to not be afraid of who I am.
It’s time for me to do what i love regardless of whether or not im good at it.
it’s time for me to grow up.
it’s time.
